the odd dream
Yesterday night I had an odd dream(read profile to understand my definition/ what is odd to me), for me anyways and it’s not odd for the obvious reasons either. I had a dream about this one girl who I know named Alison and I was kissing her and suddenly I fell down what seemed to be a giant hole that I hadn’t even seen before.
Then I woke up extremely pissed off ann I couldn’t figure out what the hell dream meant the whole damn day, which I think caused me to bomb a science test I had after school( The test was a retake of sorts, A lot of people in the science class I take bombed a test or two and the teacher for some unknown reason decided to give everyone who wanted one a quarter final and she said she replace are lowest quiz grade with that one).
Weird If you ask me I think the dream means that I need to pick up my damn pace and start having some damn courage.
I don’t quite understand why I find it so hard to ask this girl that I like out, I’m not really that shy around her know that I think about it. It could be the anxiety associated with the whole thing, or the fact that I don’t have a job yet( I’ve been looking for months and Have only gotten about 6 or 7 interviews, each of which have either said they don’t have shifts for the hours that I am available at or I’m not old enough( No that doesn’t make sense and it probably could be prevented if the morons looked at the damn application instead of waiting tell I arrive at the interview to shoot me down.)) or the fact that I can’t drive yet and I’m 16, either one I guess, but I’ll find out sooner or later(hopefully sooner so I can fix the damn problem before it really becomes a problem).
Also my damn cd player was stolen yesterday and it had a cd that did’nt belong to be in it so I have to replace it and also it had a pair of rechargeable batteries in it( losing those sucks, it’s not like I’m cheap or anything it’s just I hate it when some asshole thinks they have the right to steal someone’s things, plus they were gifts from a family member for my 16th birthday about a year ago.
<Start Rant> On the topic of theft and stealing and to a more broader sense gangs in general. It’s so damn stupid, I mean what the hell is the point of this bull shit, People hurting other people I swear it’s so damn childish(sarcasm)Oh the world hurt me I’m so broken, I’m a dumb ass gangster who thinks I’m hard and have a right to steal peoples shit and kill then, oh pity me, pity me.(sarcasm). Well I got news for those morons NO ONE PITYS YOU IDIOTS. So you had hard lives, a lot of people do but many of them still find a way to be make a good (or in some cases great) living with out having to shoot people daily or deal drugs or be a dumbass pimp.</end rant>. No offense to anyone who is actually trying to get out, I’ve heard stories about how hard it is and I wish everyone trying to get clean good luck.
That was my rant for the day I will might add more when I feel like it or whenever some idiot tickes me off, who knows. That’s all for know, more later(maybe)
Then I woke up extremely pissed off ann I couldn’t figure out what the hell dream meant the whole damn day, which I think caused me to bomb a science test I had after school( The test was a retake of sorts, A lot of people in the science class I take bombed a test or two and the teacher for some unknown reason decided to give everyone who wanted one a quarter final and she said she replace are lowest quiz grade with that one).
Weird If you ask me I think the dream means that I need to pick up my damn pace and start having some damn courage.
I don’t quite understand why I find it so hard to ask this girl that I like out, I’m not really that shy around her know that I think about it. It could be the anxiety associated with the whole thing, or the fact that I don’t have a job yet( I’ve been looking for months and Have only gotten about 6 or 7 interviews, each of which have either said they don’t have shifts for the hours that I am available at or I’m not old enough( No that doesn’t make sense and it probably could be prevented if the morons looked at the damn application instead of waiting tell I arrive at the interview to shoot me down.)) or the fact that I can’t drive yet and I’m 16, either one I guess, but I’ll find out sooner or later(hopefully sooner so I can fix the damn problem before it really becomes a problem).
Also my damn cd player was stolen yesterday and it had a cd that did’nt belong to be in it so I have to replace it and also it had a pair of rechargeable batteries in it( losing those sucks, it’s not like I’m cheap or anything it’s just I hate it when some asshole thinks they have the right to steal someone’s things, plus they were gifts from a family member for my 16th birthday about a year ago.
<Start Rant> On the topic of theft and stealing and to a more broader sense gangs in general. It’s so damn stupid, I mean what the hell is the point of this bull shit, People hurting other people I swear it’s so damn childish(sarcasm)Oh the world hurt me I’m so broken, I’m a dumb ass gangster who thinks I’m hard and have a right to steal peoples shit and kill then, oh pity me, pity me.(sarcasm). Well I got news for those morons NO ONE PITYS YOU IDIOTS. So you had hard lives, a lot of people do but many of them still find a way to be make a good (or in some cases great) living with out having to shoot people daily or deal drugs or be a dumbass pimp.</end rant>. No offense to anyone who is actually trying to get out, I’ve heard stories about how hard it is and I wish everyone trying to get clean good luck.
That was my rant for the day I will might add more when I feel like it or whenever some idiot tickes me off, who knows. That’s all for know, more later(maybe)
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